[Lost] The Dragon Knows

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For once in my life I feel complete, but I still want to ruin it.

 She wants me to swear the Heart’s Oath with her.  She wants me to love her forever…She will always be with me.  Like Her.

 Liam’s hand strays to his chest to caress the small scar there, a small smile spreads across his face as he leisurely runs his finger up and down the mark.  How could I not love the one who gave me this?  How could I not love a creature of passion and death like her?  She ignites a flame in me so hot that even Lady Winter shrinks away from my soul.

 But Lady Winter still owns it.  It belongs to her…She dances merrily in the broken shards of my heart, singing soft songs of redemption through sorrow.

 Abandon her!  BREAK her heart like yours is broken.  Smash it with all your might!  My eyes shoot open at the command from my Lady…I know what she wants me to do.  She wants me to run and hide from it…She wants me to rip out my one and only respite to show that even in “freedom” we cannot be shackled.

 What shall I do?  Love the one who loves me?  Or sink into the loving embrace of Lady Winter, the one and only thing that has been there for me since…Since Her.

 Liam’s hand moves from the scar to the crown on his head.  I hate this crown…I really fucking hate it.  Lady Winter knows I despise what she has asked of me…That’s the point of it.