[Forsaken] Lost in the Woods

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John sits on the steps of his chapel looking up at Luna, the night is warm and humid, a sheen of sweat forming on his skin as he peers up at the Goddess in the sky.

“What am I supposed to do Luna?  I can’t lead them all to the right path…I don’t even know if I’m on the right path…Jack is a strong Alpha but she is so aggressive…Not even Cody can hold her back when her rage builds…”

He sighs and rolls his shoulders, feeling the essence slipping in from the loci, a dark feeling under his skin that he has never gotten used to.

“I want to protect New Forest…I want others to be able to come and protect us too but the Oath is so varied…It makes the path fuzzy and unclear…I can’t see it…I can’t smell it…”

He picks up a small stone and throws it into the graveyard aggressively.

“How can I show them the path when I can’t see it myself?!  Why don’t you fucking show me Luna?!  You’re my mother but you seem to want me to be lost…Well fuck you!”

As soon as the words are out of his mouth John feels a pang of regret wash over him, overwhelming even the strange feeling of essence seeping into his spirit.

“I…I need your help…”

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