Aug. 29th, 2010

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Have I really fallen this far?

 

I am cruel and vindictive; I enjoy cornering others of my own kind and establishing my own superiority over them.  I enjoy making them feel like the things that they do are wrong.  I enjoy the looks on their faces as I mock them.  Why am I like this?

 

I am getting old; I can feel my connection to what I was slipping.  I am no killer and the beast does not dominate me yet I find myself growing callous towards those outside my own realm of thought.

 

Where is Violet?  I need her so much right now.  She could bring me back.  She always could.  Sometimes I just lie in my bed looking at where she used to sleep; sometimes when I try I can still smell her.

 

I should have told her I loved her more.  Why didn’t I?

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