June Villainy - Oliver
Jun. 17th, 2010 02:28 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
There is artistry in all things dear boy, every single thing, if only you would be see it. Now then let’s see what you’ve been working on tonight...
He stands and waits in the bathroom, thoughtful of them really, he washes his hands again, he needs to be clean for this, if you can’t be pure, be clean, be precise.
This is necessary he tells himself, take no pleasure in this act. That is important.
You need to savour these things, feel it, feel her heart beating she won’t last long, it’s poetic in its own little way. This desperate little muscle fighting for a life that is already spent.
The bags rustle in his pocket, is he shaking, after so long he should be used to this. It’s not so different really. You always were an understudy now it’s time to take centre stage.
They’re still out there, he can smell their sweat, thick cloying perfume, cheap champagne.
Take your time, remember this, you’ll treasure it later. A conversation piece for the mantle.
She looks up. He starts, she can’t see you, remember that. He still finds himself forgetting. Don’t you look at me, nothing gives you the right.
There’s a knife in his hand, he doesn’t really know how it got there. He grips the handle and feels the Beast roar.
No. This is not your night. Pay for it later. Paint the town red. This one must be quick and clean, a rush job, no time for finesse.
This is not an instillation just a simple sketch. It conveys a message, a mood.
An early work, a mood piece, a meditation of sorts.
No no no no no no. This will not do at all. I need to feel it. You call that colour?! You call that contrast?!
He leaves the door unlocked, a small mercy, he runs, he runs as far as he dares.
Tomorrow night will bring the papers, the reviews.
Everyone’s a critic.